I wonder if I have room for food from church or time to go get it.
Friday, January 26, 2024
Violin is music!
Like singing my whole life on my own and in choir, I wonder if I will develop good vibrato on violin and be able to do it like at different lengths getting smaller and bigger etc.!
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You can be behind on money if something happens, like parents die or something or get poorer, you get injured and no one cares much about how much money you can have or you like to dance...
You can be behind on money if something happens, like parents die or something or get poorer, you get injured and no one cares much about how much money you can have or you like to dance...
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It's true, people your age get in the way of your kids in public because of mixed White race.
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I wanted to have a successful career, have kids by now or in my late 20s.
It's easier for a stay at home mom if she has somewhere to go.
A stay at home mom is a housewife and homemaker. I know Latina immigrants when I was growing up and working moms of busy families went thru the times with their kids. In the end, they dump the kids out for other parents to parent. I was blocked from communication and ever developing mature "relationships."
It's like sucking love from older people as tho they're your parents and can't get it themselves, all of a sudden.
It's easier for a stay at home mom if she has somewhere to go.
A stay at home mom is a housewife and homemaker. I know Latina immigrants when I was growing up and working moms of busy families went thru the times with their kids. In the end, they dump the kids out for other parents to parent. I was blocked from communication and ever developing mature "relationships."
It's like sucking love from older people as tho they're your parents and can't get it themselves, all of a sudden.
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"I am not the one who is" "out of control." My social motives follow a logical train. I don't litter Facebook with bitterness and stash and then complain there's nothing on it.
Women today born in the early 1950s who may be Early/Mid Baby Boomers are always sitting back in lawn chairs outside, sipping tea inquiring if something is appropriate for someone to want or feel, often alluding to people the age appropriate to be their own children or a little older you'd say.
It seems that my parental generation is women born in the later 1940s and men born in the early 1940s, but it can range from the late 1930s to the early 1970s. I'm not sure what ages have children more and of what ages.
It seems girls around my age are always preaching, "If you show affection over the internet for example, you should follow with being Mr. Right inviting me over to his house, or you're a fake" like looking for attention or just to talk and have fun.. You know? It's like, shut up, you're the one emitting *.
That change is today, but you have to be patient if you want results. People just complain they didn't ever "get" to do gymnastics or early "enough," for an "ultimate" workout. A lotta women did yoga.
So, don't tell me I'm outspoken or just waiting to talk to Barb like I can't hold my pee. My social media makes perfect sense, and I'd hate to see me go. There's not much you can do, apparently, tho. What if it was someone else, would you respond better over time and in a timely manner? What do I need to do to get to be popular? Isn't that a question "we all" have? Why not talk about it, then? Are you ever gonna decide? before it's "too late?" Do you think you're fun, now? Why won't any strangers speak to me? I do!
Women today born in the early 1950s who may be Early/Mid Baby Boomers are always sitting back in lawn chairs outside, sipping tea inquiring if something is appropriate for someone to want or feel, often alluding to people the age appropriate to be their own children or a little older you'd say.
It seems that my parental generation is women born in the later 1940s and men born in the early 1940s, but it can range from the late 1930s to the early 1970s. I'm not sure what ages have children more and of what ages.
It seems girls around my age are always preaching, "If you show affection over the internet for example, you should follow with being Mr. Right inviting me over to his house, or you're a fake" like looking for attention or just to talk and have fun.. You know? It's like, shut up, you're the one emitting *.
That change is today, but you have to be patient if you want results. People just complain they didn't ever "get" to do gymnastics or early "enough," for an "ultimate" workout. A lotta women did yoga.
So, don't tell me I'm outspoken or just waiting to talk to Barb like I can't hold my pee. My social media makes perfect sense, and I'd hate to see me go. There's not much you can do, apparently, tho. What if it was someone else, would you respond better over time and in a timely manner? What do I need to do to get to be popular? Isn't that a question "we all" have? Why not talk about it, then? Are you ever gonna decide? before it's "too late?" Do you think you're fun, now? Why won't any strangers speak to me? I do!
Thursday, January 25, 2024
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The Hobbit (1977)
The Hobbit (1977)
Country Bear Jamboree
May 30, 2014. I took this alone. My younger brother by 5 grades is the banjo. My younger brother's golden retriever is the fiddler. I'm the tall skinny one. My dad is the tall big one. My mom is the Tennessee bear, on bass? I don't know who wants to be the host now? The way the bear from Tampa sings at the end sounds like children's choir for school/church in "Saint Augustine."
The Hobbit (1977)
The Hobbit (1977)
Country Bear Jamboree
May 30, 2014. I took this alone. My younger brother by 5 grades is the banjo. My younger brother's golden retriever is the fiddler. I'm the tall skinny one. My dad is the tall big one. My mom is the Tennessee bear, on bass? I don't know who wants to be the host now? The way the bear from Tampa sings at the end sounds like children's choir for school/church in "Saint Augustine."
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I think I can see the platter and everything everyone is going to say for awhile, as an outline almost it feels.
So, I said some respectful things about him, blah blah blah I'm tired.
So, you say, he plays Blue Danube, but I'm no dummy and know it's popular with a simple melody like Symphony 5 of Beethoven. So, stay back there, he's perfectly normal to play a popular song any orchestra who's not got nice dresses or costumes or whatever you'd call these adornments of nice colors atypical from a regular orchestra would play. That's the only question I have now. Also, lots of orchestras do not visit the US?
Now, now, how do you say he doesn't conduct to play on the beat? No orchestra will do will spazzing or being forceful just to play on a rigid beat.. Need I say more?
My mental instability about the dresses, which he did or designed maybe alone, is why it's used to inappropriately seem to stimulate him by his whole career, therefore showcasing him to feel good like mockery constantly and in layers, though that's not the real reason.
My question is why get so much attention then? The girls do not seem to have much to show for them that they would require that. It's just making the other musicians of the world who claim to even know him joke like they did in high school.
I can say he feels he wants to be cute and look good but knows a lotta people don't do that are famous. You can see it not as a hidden layer which it is to embrace the immediacy or really feel welcome to use my whole life to talk about it for something to celebrate. ;)
Some girls maybe Dutch brunette violinists did they leave? How is that? There are good ones, but they happen not to all be Dutch. You're looking for blondes, too, not to get disappointed.
So, I said some respectful things about him, blah blah blah I'm tired.
So, you say, he plays Blue Danube, but I'm no dummy and know it's popular with a simple melody like Symphony 5 of Beethoven. So, stay back there, he's perfectly normal to play a popular song any orchestra who's not got nice dresses or costumes or whatever you'd call these adornments of nice colors atypical from a regular orchestra would play. That's the only question I have now. Also, lots of orchestras do not visit the US?
Now, now, how do you say he doesn't conduct to play on the beat? No orchestra will do will spazzing or being forceful just to play on a rigid beat.. Need I say more?
My mental instability about the dresses, which he did or designed maybe alone, is why it's used to inappropriately seem to stimulate him by his whole career, therefore showcasing him to feel good like mockery constantly and in layers, though that's not the real reason.
My question is why get so much attention then? The girls do not seem to have much to show for them that they would require that. It's just making the other musicians of the world who claim to even know him joke like they did in high school.
I can say he feels he wants to be cute and look good but knows a lotta people don't do that are famous. You can see it not as a hidden layer which it is to embrace the immediacy or really feel welcome to use my whole life to talk about it for something to celebrate. ;)
Some girls maybe Dutch brunette violinists did they leave? How is that? There are good ones, but they happen not to all be Dutch. You're looking for blondes, too, not to get disappointed.
Not Showing It
No, Ashley, I'm not mad, and if you're mom told you to fight that I said that, well? what is it to her and how she is to be so "bossy" as you, she, and Barb are and as Barb claims. What tone of voice did you imagine I said this statement in? I just said you keep asking me things, and this time you seemed to ask me in my head and I'm saying no to all this I'm not mad. Yea, I can even calculate myself out of it biologically if needbe and have genetics from my heritage. Just like our parents and Barb have a Dutch mom without a Dutch dad, they are all ungrateful for their Dutch blood but are easy to be "finished." Their life is "finished." You know their creed! It's alive like a machine. I guess that's you, too?
Everything "for Mom"
Everything French is good for mom, as a baby. She, the Dutch girl, loves my German playfulness and cunning-ness like a devilish Dusseldorf.
Mothering
I found out which side I mother my mom from. She was my French mom, but my Dutch.
You can even see "the pictures."
Cleveland.
Cleveland.
Up North.
Cleveland.
Warm and fuzzy.
Cleveland.
In my personal business like they are invited to take my social intelligence?
Cleveland.
Easy to crush.
Me
You can't make another me. What I did is not for you to argue.
When people forget I'm Irish, I play that I'm actually Ms. German French Dutch. My Irish has English and mostly non-English maybe. I found I was also Swiss from being Amish and proud. If I have a little Northern Italian, it's probably German.
What do you think of this one?
So, someone in Ohio wonders why it seems like I did something where Joni has dirt.
Ellen
Joni isn't involved in Ellen Frohnmeyer but more my dad, like Barb is Up North when it has to do with me.
How It Is
I should be happy and ready to have fun with my life, but I'm still in the nursing home.
I'm hungry and need to man up.
Joni. Again.
I know you don't like Joni, but I just didn't want her or anyone I "know" involved with me in the experiment or me being monitored in private.
Planned Out, Tho
I know why people laughed I'd die but maybe planned too seriously, that I'm different from Ashley, dubbed not fun-loving and too much competition.
What does he want?
France for the Netherlands from me, in a good sense I did.
But the Netherlands fighting over Andre Rieu like a toy? That's not right/funny.
So?
So, what, now, is Joni the new Lenny Barrett?
Is her new son playing with his toys?
I don't mean to be mean. It seems important...
Farming Family?
That's why my dad sheltered me. So, I can have it back since it never meant anything.
Okay
I'm different.
I can say the truth.
It comes up often with race now? As an elaborate topic for Africa and Asia and between Europe and the Middle East. (I'm most concerned about Scandinavians and which one I'd get.)
I am interested in taboo'ing me from the topic others do about my mom being taken from in this country, her time and talent and "treasure." This is a good solid topic and race. I said I was different but normal, different from people who think you can't say hey I'm not indeed racist.
Wednesday, January 24, 2024
A Good Asset Web
One asset of health powders is keeping you up to do more stuff, but you do need to stay up to get tired enough to fall fast asleep?
Am I a dummy?
Is it rude to the think you don't wanna talk to me for me race or maybe I won't be accepted?
Outcasted
There are dance groups, but I wanna do violin full time. Anyway, the girls never cooperate. They wanna be nice but not get close as girls. They are girl friends, as they say now and it makes them mad to say it.
Anyway, looking back, it would have worked and I don't wanna get close if I'm better.
So, if you didn't get the joke..
So, I found looking back somehow I needed to do the dance with my age if I want to be okay later and in my choice for physical fitness base activity.
The Ballet
It might have been the 2nd year they did ballet there, if not the 1st or the 1st was makeshift.
Dance in Saint Augustine
I was gonna do ballet in Saint Augustine at 9, but they didn't have it. I didn't wanna ruin my figure in folk dance, for the city which was Spanish though it was real and nice if I look at it but not fun for kids maybe all the time but still good adult-ish fun. Who was it, Sally? I stayed with piano, not theater at the same place I took piano. There was also a place maybe far away for people who wanted to act and they sang "Beauty and the Beast" at the festival. At least, I was with choir and got to play keyboard, something I learned in 1 week, a real song but not hard..
I'm from Up North!
I'm "in trouble!"
Why? I'll just go ahead and let you know and tell you why now then. If Andre Rieu's son thinks I'm worth dirt in the flesh regarding popularity other than "Slidell" and then Orlando.
Cheerleading?
They started a dance team after my class left junior high and the girls did it. I don't know if my younger brother's new teacher age like 23 taught it. I could do some gymnastics but not enough to go solo.
Saint Augustine, age 9, 10, 11, had baton at first but stopped it when I wanted to go back. I thought of cheerleading but liked choir too much to do something else, too, another day.
If There Were Some Way?
I could be in a class with girls my age for ballet or modern dance, I was still skinny enough and a little strong and would be pretty from the exercise dancing. 1 class is jazz/tap/lyrical, too. There's competition, even. The ballet teacher didn't want me there interfering with her ballerina arrangements, but she wasn't in charge. I didn't look at another ballet school and was with the big class, which was younger girls. My age and up was big girls, 3, and my age a little older was softball, and they were just hanging out and done learning and I was just starting. This was after my 1st year of high school was over. So, I was in ballet at a modern dance school for 2 1/2 years with younger girls until the last year 1 or 2 girls 1 year older not very advanced kinda fun then but not enough still. I kinda liked the teacher, age like 20 and Latina and pretty mature of course compared to me. Good enough but maybe more modern than ballet unfortunately. She was a dental assistant as she talked about and was gonna teach full time, ballet or dance. She probably trained where my next ballet teacher did, the real ballet school, though I didn't know she was from here.. either of them.
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