A Good Asset Web

One asset of health powders is keeping you up to do more stuff, but you do need to stay up to get tired enough to fall fast asleep?

Am I a dummy?

Is it rude to the think you don't wanna talk to me for me race or maybe I won't be accepted?

Problem

The whole problem is invading on my personal life.

"Like I Said"

People who get close to others have a chance to be on top, like I said.

Outcasted

There are dance groups, but I wanna do violin full time.  Anyway, the girls never cooperate.  They wanna be nice but not get close as girls.  They are girl friends, as they say now and it makes them mad to say it.

Anyway, looking back, it would have worked and I don't wanna get close if I'm better.

So, if you didn't get the joke..

So, I found looking back somehow I needed to do the dance with my age if I want to be okay later and in my choice for physical fitness base activity.

The Ballet

It might have been the 2nd year they did ballet there, if not the 1st or the 1st was makeshift.

Dance in Saint Augustine

I was gonna do ballet in Saint Augustine at 9, but they didn't have it.  I didn't wanna ruin my figure in folk dance, for the city which was Spanish though it was real and nice if I look at it but not fun for kids maybe all the time but still good adult-ish fun.  Who was it, Sally?  I stayed with piano, not theater at the same place I took piano.  There was also a place maybe far away for people who wanted to act and they sang "Beauty and the Beast" at the festival.  At least, I was with choir and got to play keyboard, something I learned in 1 week, a real song but not hard..

Flash Card?

Latinas can hang with Swedes in Saint Augustine.

Up North

I'm not famous, I'm "that girl from Up North.."  ..hard to explain.

I'm from Up North!

I'm "in trouble!"

Why?  I'll just go ahead and let you know and tell you why now then.  If Andre Rieu's son thinks I'm worth dirt in the flesh regarding popularity other than "Slidell" and then Orlando.

"Saint Augustine"

 I live in Saint Augustine.

Cheerleading?

They started a dance team after my class left junior high and the girls did it.  I don't know if my younger brother's new teacher age like 23 taught it.  I could do some gymnastics but not enough to go solo.

Saint Augustine, age 9, 10, 11, had baton at first but stopped it when I wanted to go back.  I thought of cheerleading but liked choir too much to do something else, too, another day.

If There Were Some Way?

I could be in a class with girls my age for ballet or modern dance, I was still skinny enough and a little strong and would be pretty from the exercise dancing.  1 class is jazz/tap/lyrical, too.  There's competition, even.  The ballet teacher didn't want me there interfering with her ballerina arrangements, but she wasn't in charge.  I didn't look at another ballet school and was with the big class, which was younger girls.  My age and up was big girls, 3, and my age a little older was softball, and they were just hanging out and done learning and I was just starting.  This was after my 1st year of high school was over.  So, I was in ballet at a modern dance school for 2 1/2 years with younger girls until the last year 1 or 2 girls 1 year older not very advanced kinda fun then but not enough still.  I kinda liked the teacher, age like 20 and Latina and pretty mature of course compared to me.  Good enough but maybe more modern than ballet unfortunately.  She was a dental assistant as she talked about and was gonna teach full time, ballet or dance.  She probably trained where my next ballet teacher did, the real ballet school, though I didn't know she was from here.. either of them.

Dance and Ballet

Some dance studios don't do ballet.

So?  Some ballet studios have dance!

Ballet

I took class at a place that was made just for ballet, too.  I wanted to go to the real school, the only one, but I was too late and tried minoring in ballet before having to come home-

(cont.)

She also said I'd get back on track when I came back to take baton for 2 months at 16, still busy and a musician.  Their school got music lessons, like private singing for $50 a lesson and piano...?

The Dance Owner

She seemed different when she found I did baton age 7 and 8.  Ballet age 5, 6, 7.  Age 9, 10, 11, no car? until piano in town, my grandma's car that kept breaking.  They didn't care about the gymnastics age 1 3/4 - 9? no competing since that wasn't my main thing in life.  I was also beginner leader year 2 and Twirler of the Year year 2.

Thanks, a lot?

I was shown the ballet class with at least 3 girls I liked in my new school for August, September, October, and November.  I was put with the smaller girls and wasn't even allowed to take modern dance by my mom maybe instead.

I'm just saying, I'm not trying to look mad.

Dance

Why can't ballerinas do modern dance then?  The costumes weren't the dream as kids.

It's all about if you did it.

People take ballet if they want to be professionals and do ballet.

Giving and Receiving

Do you want someone who gives or receives or who changes from some of one to some of another?

In the Nursing Home

I'm not here to talk to these nurses making annoying noises outside my room.  They sound so unappealing..

No one has listened for weeks of bad living.  They think I should listen to them.  Ghey.  I'm not here for that.  I'm going home.

Studying a Dance Video for Later

on my cell while I'm on my laptop

New Haircut Plan

I'm layering the bottom with the front shorter and so it's gonna be shorter with bangs with long bangs next to it like to the top of my ears.. like Zoey Deschanel had in a photo I saw with long hair, think her dad is from France, mom is from America.

Me Singing Today at Catholic Mass in Nursing Home

playlist link

I'm still here.

I'm still here, for the "dorky" people.

I don't see how these mean people in an annoying boasted climate like Cleveland regarding degree weather are Swedish climate or moreso than most other inhabited regions associated with are "in" with the good people who live here and not with me.

Pr'y Simple

I found out that no matter how much people fight about things like areas of the U.S., it's set in stone by my dad I will not get anything.

Oh, and I didn't do anything wrong. no matter what happens to people I like because I just typed this and posted it on my blog now.