Saturday, January 27, 2024
Emma Kok
Hello, bright and beautiful! You're a lovely girl!
If my mom were still alive, a 4'8" gymnastics champion of her country #1 with the Dutch and trained top ballerina, she would first look stern and scold me in my face and tell me not to touch you because of your stomach being so fragile.
You are a great girl! More to come, later...
Hard to Believe
I can't believe Andre Rieu was interested in me being experimented on. It must be easy, but still. He's so attractive, if you see him as a child in some of his pictures maybe in a video and compared to the style of his generation. Just notice he's pretty fair, too, definitely blue eyes, like Petra Mullejans.
Yes, it is hard to believe, but I am very mature and calm and peaceful, actually, so he's "lucky," too.. like most adults say who meet me or have me.and
Welcome
In 7 minutes, Andre Rieu will conduct his orchestra and singers where I followed online a Baroque orchestra for 7 years every day 2016-2023 for Petra Mullejans.
So?
So what is this bullshit? That is rude, the way some people are acting that I just said.. The whole thing is, now, in that or that way or whatever, no offense.
Andre Rieu's Girls
I keep getting the image of Andre Rieu's orchestra as a blonde darting up who made fun of people who weren't in line socially saying she doesn't care about me like I care personally, and then a seated poised one who respectfully dislikes me musically or as a musician. Something needs to be said of how the rude one looks since she is so rude, "no offense" or whatever.. just doing my duty to others, online via the internet.
- This post is linked in my page Notes for People.
My Plan
I guess I'll just "start my own orchestra." It has visiting conductors and business people. I chose things like yes it tours the US and Europe and rest of the world.
I guess I'll start writing some beginning music sometime when I find software for the beginners, since I'm good about the teaching literature from experience.
My other idea is to always do art? or dance? or be a ballerina and lead my own company?
The Dutch?
In the image presented that is false, the Dutch are merely broadcasters. I don't listen to people who aren't as good as they accuse you not to be.
I never did!
I don't need bullshit from your youth, regarding race that Latinos and Blacks can turn me away and be mean to me now because they don't want me to talk to them. Their races are fine, and I never follow your or any real racist bullshit to begin with like I'll be dark and coarse for you. I didn't care since high school.
Why should I be afraid?
Why would I even waste my brain?
So, what kinda anti-action am I getting today? Every day "counts."
I don't know who did what or said what.. I am not against certain people.
Andre Rieu and "His People"
It seems that the people following me from the Netherlands to do with Andre Rieu, a classical music conductor based there, are upset because something to do with me affected him making him answer and get a response.
People think they have a say over him in his tutelage and fatherhood over the orchestra and singers. He is strict because he is European and not wheezing in health and since he is a good person has to be firm around annoying people, especially the influx of many young ones.
Anyway, my point is you can't sacrifice someone you hail like little monsters over a little female who has an "attitude" and say it's "the Dutch." So what if you don't look like "all you're cracked up to be?"
- This post has been added to the page "Notes to People."
Friday, January 26, 2024
"Johann Strauss Orchestra"
I like them, a lot of course? and tried to approach them online via Instagram, but it's gotten kinda quiet.
Anyway, what I most didn't like was the younger females being flippant onstage at me like I simply "didn't make it," in classical music.
I have felt attacked in private.. but I mean I still work hard to accept however musicians get to be how they are.
Groceries Idea
So far for the month plus things like oats at home.
I want to make vegetable as s fruit/tea broth…
$277.34
Home Needs - February
I'm returning like $120 of stuff, too.
So, the money will flow with all the cooking needs, as I build them up.
I have some things at home..
This is like $300.
I want to sell insurance, just have to pass a test I'm making a study guide for when I can buy the course again for almost $50.
Violin is music!
Like singing my whole life on my own and in choir, I wonder if I will develop good vibrato on violin and be able to do it like at different lengths getting smaller and bigger etc.!
Facebook #2
Comment on Last Post
You can be behind on money if something happens, like parents die or something or get poorer, you get injured and no one cares much about how much money you can have or you like to dance...
You can be behind on money if something happens, like parents die or something or get poorer, you get injured and no one cares much about how much money you can have or you like to dance...
Facebook #2
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It's true, people your age get in the way of your kids in public because of mixed White race.
Facebook #2
I wanted to have a successful career, have kids by now or in my late 20s.
It's easier for a stay at home mom if she has somewhere to go.
A stay at home mom is a housewife and homemaker. I know Latina immigrants when I was growing up and working moms of busy families went thru the times with their kids. In the end, they dump the kids out for other parents to parent. I was blocked from communication and ever developing mature "relationships."
It's like sucking love from older people as tho they're your parents and can't get it themselves, all of a sudden.
It's easier for a stay at home mom if she has somewhere to go.
A stay at home mom is a housewife and homemaker. I know Latina immigrants when I was growing up and working moms of busy families went thru the times with their kids. In the end, they dump the kids out for other parents to parent. I was blocked from communication and ever developing mature "relationships."
It's like sucking love from older people as tho they're your parents and can't get it themselves, all of a sudden.
Facebook #2
"I am not the one who is" "out of control." My social motives follow a logical train. I don't litter Facebook with bitterness and stash and then complain there's nothing on it.
Women today born in the early 1950s who may be Early/Mid Baby Boomers are always sitting back in lawn chairs outside, sipping tea inquiring if something is appropriate for someone to want or feel, often alluding to people the age appropriate to be their own children or a little older you'd say.
It seems that my parental generation is women born in the later 1940s and men born in the early 1940s, but it can range from the late 1930s to the early 1970s. I'm not sure what ages have children more and of what ages.
It seems girls around my age are always preaching, "If you show affection over the internet for example, you should follow with being Mr. Right inviting me over to his house, or you're a fake" like looking for attention or just to talk and have fun.. You know? It's like, shut up, you're the one emitting *.
That change is today, but you have to be patient if you want results. People just complain they didn't ever "get" to do gymnastics or early "enough," for an "ultimate" workout. A lotta women did yoga.
So, don't tell me I'm outspoken or just waiting to talk to Barb like I can't hold my pee. My social media makes perfect sense, and I'd hate to see me go. There's not much you can do, apparently, tho. What if it was someone else, would you respond better over time and in a timely manner? What do I need to do to get to be popular? Isn't that a question "we all" have? Why not talk about it, then? Are you ever gonna decide? before it's "too late?" Do you think you're fun, now? Why won't any strangers speak to me? I do!
Women today born in the early 1950s who may be Early/Mid Baby Boomers are always sitting back in lawn chairs outside, sipping tea inquiring if something is appropriate for someone to want or feel, often alluding to people the age appropriate to be their own children or a little older you'd say.
It seems that my parental generation is women born in the later 1940s and men born in the early 1940s, but it can range from the late 1930s to the early 1970s. I'm not sure what ages have children more and of what ages.
It seems girls around my age are always preaching, "If you show affection over the internet for example, you should follow with being Mr. Right inviting me over to his house, or you're a fake" like looking for attention or just to talk and have fun.. You know? It's like, shut up, you're the one emitting *.
That change is today, but you have to be patient if you want results. People just complain they didn't ever "get" to do gymnastics or early "enough," for an "ultimate" workout. A lotta women did yoga.
So, don't tell me I'm outspoken or just waiting to talk to Barb like I can't hold my pee. My social media makes perfect sense, and I'd hate to see me go. There's not much you can do, apparently, tho. What if it was someone else, would you respond better over time and in a timely manner? What do I need to do to get to be popular? Isn't that a question "we all" have? Why not talk about it, then? Are you ever gonna decide? before it's "too late?" Do you think you're fun, now? Why won't any strangers speak to me? I do!
Thursday, January 25, 2024
Update
New Videos Under YouTube at Top of Blog
The Hobbit (1977)
The Hobbit (1977)
Country Bear Jamboree
May 30, 2014. I took this alone. My younger brother by 5 grades is the banjo. My younger brother's golden retriever is the fiddler. I'm the tall skinny one. My dad is the tall big one. My mom is the Tennessee bear, on bass? I don't know who wants to be the host now? The way the bear from Tampa sings at the end sounds like children's choir for school/church in "Saint Augustine."
The Hobbit (1977)
The Hobbit (1977)
Country Bear Jamboree
May 30, 2014. I took this alone. My younger brother by 5 grades is the banjo. My younger brother's golden retriever is the fiddler. I'm the tall skinny one. My dad is the tall big one. My mom is the Tennessee bear, on bass? I don't know who wants to be the host now? The way the bear from Tampa sings at the end sounds like children's choir for school/church in "Saint Augustine."
Facebook #2 Post by Me
I think I can see the platter and everything everyone is going to say for awhile, as an outline almost it feels.
So, I said some respectful things about him, blah blah blah I'm tired.
So, you say, he plays Blue Danube, but I'm no dummy and know it's popular with a simple melody like Symphony 5 of Beethoven. So, stay back there, he's perfectly normal to play a popular song any orchestra who's not got nice dresses or costumes or whatever you'd call these adornments of nice colors atypical from a regular orchestra would play. That's the only question I have now. Also, lots of orchestras do not visit the US?
Now, now, how do you say he doesn't conduct to play on the beat? No orchestra will do will spazzing or being forceful just to play on a rigid beat.. Need I say more?
My mental instability about the dresses, which he did or designed maybe alone, is why it's used to inappropriately seem to stimulate him by his whole career, therefore showcasing him to feel good like mockery constantly and in layers, though that's not the real reason.
My question is why get so much attention then? The girls do not seem to have much to show for them that they would require that. It's just making the other musicians of the world who claim to even know him joke like they did in high school.
I can say he feels he wants to be cute and look good but knows a lotta people don't do that are famous. You can see it not as a hidden layer which it is to embrace the immediacy or really feel welcome to use my whole life to talk about it for something to celebrate. ;)
Some girls maybe Dutch brunette violinists did they leave? How is that? There are good ones, but they happen not to all be Dutch. You're looking for blondes, too, not to get disappointed.
So, I said some respectful things about him, blah blah blah I'm tired.
So, you say, he plays Blue Danube, but I'm no dummy and know it's popular with a simple melody like Symphony 5 of Beethoven. So, stay back there, he's perfectly normal to play a popular song any orchestra who's not got nice dresses or costumes or whatever you'd call these adornments of nice colors atypical from a regular orchestra would play. That's the only question I have now. Also, lots of orchestras do not visit the US?
Now, now, how do you say he doesn't conduct to play on the beat? No orchestra will do will spazzing or being forceful just to play on a rigid beat.. Need I say more?
My mental instability about the dresses, which he did or designed maybe alone, is why it's used to inappropriately seem to stimulate him by his whole career, therefore showcasing him to feel good like mockery constantly and in layers, though that's not the real reason.
My question is why get so much attention then? The girls do not seem to have much to show for them that they would require that. It's just making the other musicians of the world who claim to even know him joke like they did in high school.
I can say he feels he wants to be cute and look good but knows a lotta people don't do that are famous. You can see it not as a hidden layer which it is to embrace the immediacy or really feel welcome to use my whole life to talk about it for something to celebrate. ;)
Some girls maybe Dutch brunette violinists did they leave? How is that? There are good ones, but they happen not to all be Dutch. You're looking for blondes, too, not to get disappointed.
Not Showing It
No, Ashley, I'm not mad, and if you're mom told you to fight that I said that, well? what is it to her and how she is to be so "bossy" as you, she, and Barb are and as Barb claims. What tone of voice did you imagine I said this statement in? I just said you keep asking me things, and this time you seemed to ask me in my head and I'm saying no to all this I'm not mad. Yea, I can even calculate myself out of it biologically if needbe and have genetics from my heritage. Just like our parents and Barb have a Dutch mom without a Dutch dad, they are all ungrateful for their Dutch blood but are easy to be "finished." Their life is "finished." You know their creed! It's alive like a machine. I guess that's you, too?
Everything "for Mom"
Everything French is good for mom, as a baby. She, the Dutch girl, loves my German playfulness and cunning-ness like a devilish Dusseldorf.
Mothering
I found out which side I mother my mom from. She was my French mom, but my Dutch.
You can even see "the pictures."
Cleveland.
Cleveland.
Up North.
Cleveland.
Warm and fuzzy.
Cleveland.
In my personal business like they are invited to take my social intelligence?
Cleveland.
Easy to crush.
Me
You can't make another me. What I did is not for you to argue.
When people forget I'm Irish, I play that I'm actually Ms. German French Dutch. My Irish has English and mostly non-English maybe. I found I was also Swiss from being Amish and proud. If I have a little Northern Italian, it's probably German.
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